This is just j me journaling and maybe some can relate. At one point or another we all get judged ad it hurts when we the judged have consequences
Also careful who you judge, especialy if you truly do not know them or their agenda or heart. Maybe watch listen and watch get to know them... Talk with them, ask them
Why am I a Hermit?
It is for my safety and yet theres.
I have a temper, better now but still a temper
At home it is now my choice to not engage unless I must
Peiople here are truly clicish, you have to be a certaint type with some success money wise, have a family to
Something is wrong if you do nto have a kid let alone older and not married,
Society is good at judging no matter what,
Online people can also be the same, but it is harder for it is online, no real face to face
It is easy to get offended or take somethings out of context.
It is also sometimes more emotionaly hurtful. As we are emotional beings too.
I offer a hand and it is thrown back in my face
I try again thinking ok error, but thrown back in my face
I wonder wtf, what have I done?
Then no it is not me, let alone if they say ditto, yet brush my kidness away
I owe them then ditto
I will not offer a 3rd time for I do not chase, nor do I beg
So You have heard I am this or that or I did this or that?
Living in the past, and want me there too, NO I walk forward.
Have you come ask me or talk to me?
Or have you decided to believe what others heard or say?
Judged without being able to defend
Then again I will not defend myself when I know I am not guilty of what you charge me with
Believe what you will of me
I am who I am
Those who do know me love me, and are loyal to me and I am to them
We have all made mistakes we learn grow, learn hard ass lessons
But true friends who truly love you come back into your life and together you rise and fly
A friend a true is not just a friend in the Sunlight btu the storm when all crashes
It is storms you find out who you are and who does love you
Why So kind to my face,
Yet I hear the whispers behind my back
Why have I been judged
When you know not me nor my heart?
I do not claim perfection
I have mad bad bad decisions
But who are you or anyone to think they may punish me for life
Yet I have been judged by those who I thought knew me
Wrongly accused, been given the title the devil.....
Ah yet some preach so high a God of love
Yet those who have spoken " for him" Pick and choose who they love or not
Hypocrites they forget it is also writ
Judge not, lest you be judged with the same judgement you use it will be meted back
AH What you send forth comes back does it not???
As you have done me
Let Judgement be to thee no more, no less
One day you also will know
What it is to be judged
and you not allowed to be truly known
Your heart will hurt for you know your heart
but they will not hear
To be judged by one or anyone who knows you not